WOOOSH!!! I thought i won't be able to blog tdy! As my desktop goes crazy anytime and goes back normal anytime. -.- I don't know why either. I guess need to see doctor soon! Gna ask sbf to bring to his friend house to repair and change everything.

Stayed home saturday! Took care of my niece, still got what?! V naughty, don't listens. Having blood pressure cum volcano eruption soon! -.-

Anw, watched Man Utd game VS Tott'Ham just now w sbf! WOOTS! Man Utd won, Glory Glory Man Utd! c: We shout tgt and mum and sissy scolded us. HAHAHAHA! Sbf was happy that he found someone to watch soccer w him so he won't get scolded frm sissy to ask to change channel. Heh heh~! Now i knw the feeling of the word, GOAL!!!!! Hahahahaha! c;

Random thoughts sometimes run/pass by,
Still feel bad about it. I know, i know....
Never knew , never thought..

What I meant to say was, sometimes I stare at the cigarette in my hand and beg it to stop wasting my time and just kill me. But I figured you didn't want to hear that.
And you can tell when you look at them that it's everyone else who made them this way. Or maybe just, someone else.
If you ever forget how to breathe, I can remind you.
You tried so hard to be the person everyone wanted you to be. Maybe you should've just been the person you wanted to be. 

HI! I was freaking late for my lesson tdy morning and i was so piss off w it. -.- If you knw me well, u shld knw im those kind that will not be late for lessons or school. Since sec sch till now, i've nvr been late anymore till tdy! -.- I reach Senja at 7am, when i look up the platform. I was like.. WOAH! So many people... nehmind. Just nice got a LRT arrived, i was dk its ogay. I don't wna chase. Who knws, when i take the lift up, the people were still on the platform and the LRT was full. Full till i think the LRT can drop down from the track soon. =x I wait for the next train and its full again. The best damn thing is, 3rd train is freaking 11mins!! WTH!! Its 7am and u freaking let the LRT come at 11mins later. I think one day i will die in the LRT bcos of overloading. -.- Thank god i use bag pack, i was being squeezed like a roti prata! -.- Imagine if i've got no bag behind me. -.-

Yeah, i cldn't get in either. One by one the trains pass by me till 45mins ltr then i got myself in the LRT and it was 740am alr. My lessons starts at 8am, btw. -.- So piss off lah, that time was too many LRT come at one go and every stations has one LRT stucked. Now? Too long come one. -.- Then i reach sch at 830am. 830 know!! 830 = 0 attendance. But you know... thanks! Ms Nair dismiss early and her lesson ain't bored at all. c: Ate at coffee shop and headed to town. Got stuffs and i went back home first bcos i was feeling damn bad. Thks Mandy and Yuqin for the chocolates! c:

22May and 6June got work. But 22May, i have a date w ShowLuo! Heh heh heh!! :DD Unless the time i can make it, then i will work and go for the concert after work. :DD But im afraid i will die of tiredness. HAHAHAA!

I did, i really did. :c
Maybe sometimes i'm useless.

Regarding the extreme heart attack is actually.. I nearly make spoil my sissy laptop. But actually not make spoil, i don't knw hw to unlock the NUM Lock. Alright, stupid i knw! Now its fine alr. c:

Wed went to take pay at Chinatown and we saw the fire at People's Park. Had Sakae Sushi and laugh like mad, i think Park Mall's Sakae Sushi got a curse of laughing. Haha!

Sch was fine.. Entrepreneurship lesson was still ogay. Jean Yeo doesn't make us wna sleep, instead its quite fun bcos she was quite funny. Did research and got into grps and blah. Dismiss at 11plus and headed to town to look for something and in the end i nvr got anything and went back home. Tmr i need to go town again and must get something alr.

Alright, don't knw wad to update alr. Im tired, tired of sch, tired of........ blah~!

Hello Honeyberry, i like you.

I nearly died of extreme heart attack just now, i swear.
I will be dead if i din get it done.
Omg. PHEW!

Thanks Bin Low! :D

18April


On a sunday, brought this two lil cheeky one for MacDonalds Bfast at BPP. Walk arnd and got some DVDs. Went home at 12plus and waited for sbf and we headed to Jurong Safra for a swim. The pool there is damn awesome. I swam at the deep pool and felt sooooooooooooo shiok!!! Damn shiok. 1.8M. Super nice ttm! :D My niece enjoyed too. I got a new way of getting myself into the pool and that's you slipped and fall on ur butt. Yeah, the floor was slippery and i slipped and fall on my butt. Luckily its in the pool if not my butt sure break into half. -.- Played till 4plus we got up and head for a bath.


They went to play those indoor stuffs. Its like indoor guns that shoot out balls. Don't knw how to explain. Lol. Mei mei slept on my lap bcos she was tired and arnd 7plus we went home. Tired ttm.

19April
Sch was alright. I think POM is gna be another TPS. =l Sometimes i wonder if did i regretted taking Events Management and i think alot for studies. Also don't know what/why am i daydreaming abt sometimes. -.-

s&w was alright. Just that the warm up, kills mans!!! So long nvr touch those crunches, pushups blahblah. Tsk! Badminton, basketball for s&w. So long since i last touched basketball. Haa~! Reminiscing.....! Anw, that's all! Bye! Need to go get Tinky Whinky prezzie for him soon! :P

How to say, how to explain, its never the same.
Its another story for this - WAKE UP, PRIS.
P.s Pls don't question.

Today
1. Aunty house for her 70th birthday. Will post the photos if i manage to find my cousin on FB.
2. Frog Porridge at Timah for dinner then WM for arcade and shop.
Tomorrow
3. Mac Bfast.
4. Swimming.
5. Prawning/Langkau fishing/fishing.

Yesterday midnight was a torture. I h8 it.
If i've got license. Daddy's is working night shift and the Toyota Wish is rotting at the carpark during day time. :c

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

HI!! Well, lazy to upload pics. So no pics for this post!

School was bored! For attendance we turn up for lesson bcos Charissa is still on MC! Did some designs thingy and that's it. We were dismissed at 1045am or so, me and kuehs got Shanghai trip 2nd interview so we need to stay back till 3pm. We wanted to catch a movie at J8, but the movie were so the not nice. So drop the idea, went for LJS aft dk sooooo long and aft eating, my throat got worsen. TYVM. -.- JB left and we went round J8, Mandy was the one who wanted to shop and in the end, im the one shopping. Grrr...

Went library and slack aft going CPF building. I was kinda naughty in the library lah, i kneel on the sofa chairs and i sit on the sofa v hard as i thought esther will jump up bcos of the air inside the sofa. HAHA! Then, suddenly....... when i was looking at Esther's direction, a old ahma said: Xiao Jie. Then i thought i did smth wrong, i turn over v v v v v slowly and she use her hands to ask me go over to her. At first you knw i thought she was some kind of fortune teller and i thought she saw smth following me. -.- Damn it. I don't knw why the hell i thought of this. LOL. I din rlly bother abt her and turned back to Esther. She called me again! I was like... shit. Why keep calling me. Then she ask me go over agn, so this time i went over. Before i went over, i even told esther: Die... ask me go over. She ask me if i study at Nanyang sch or wadeva sch starts w Nanyang izzit. I told her, no and the guy beside said: Sry, she just wan find someone to chit chat. She likes to talk to strangers. Whr are u schooling? Then i was like: OHOHOH!! Ogay ogay... Im studying at Bishan ITE. Then the guy told the ahma this, that make me more scare: Ta shi ni de hao peng you, ni ke yi gen ta jiang hua. Ta zai dui mian de xue xiao du shu. Bu shi zai Nanyang. {She is ur good friend, you can talk to her. She studies at the sch opposite} I was like, GOOD FRIEND?!?!?! Don't scare me mans! Bcos i was rlly quite scare alr.. Then the ahma say: *point* He is ur didi??? Me: *eyes damn wide* HUH!!! Didi?!?!?! Guy: She is a girl, not a guy. She is her friend. The ahma say yuqin is my didi. Then the guy said thankyou to me and i slowly, slowly act stupid walk one step and one step further and further away. Kuehs keep laughing at me lah!!! I was scare de ogay! Tskk! We left library and had my shark fin soup w so lil vinegar! -.- I WAN MORE VINEGAR! Walk arnd J8 and finally 230, go back sch.

Interview was ogay lah. But quite tense at first. There are 9 people in our grp, they will be selecting 6 of em. Kuehs have 5 and plus 4 more other classes ones. If the 4 got chosen, kuehs and me either 2 will get chosen. The slot will be, 23Sept to 23Oct. Results will be out within 2 weeks i guess. Mandy stand a good chance of getting in. c: Sooo... shall wait lah. Went home aft the interview and it was pouring! Shoes and socks were damn wet!! Socking wet! -.- H8 it. Reach home and my 2 niece is waiting for me at home. c:

HI! Well, when IEF need to reach sch at 8am in the morn... I just wanted to head out of hse to go to Macpherson ITE. Well, for my CCA roadshow. So i got an AL and i h8 taking trains towards JE in the morn bcos u'll be squeezed till ur face slaps! on the train door. Like what only! -.- But i din experience that, thank god! When i was waiting for train to JE, heard that IEF lesson was cancelled! Like envy only ah! They can go home alr, then i was just on my way to Macpherson! -.- So i reach Paya Lebar at 915am and meet Jiayi up then head to Macpherson. Yiqing was damn funny, i tell you! Tsk! Haha!

Reach Macpherson and we set up our booths. The sun was like soooo hot! But aft awhile it went to other places to shine on other booths! Hahaah! We were so bored and we felt like sleeping for the first few hrs until the students came. We need to explain to em abt our projects and other stuffs too. Glad that Metta had recruit alot of people now! So, Quek won't scold me alr. Hahaha! Awin was running here and there for 2 booths, Netball and Interact Club. But when one bunch of people goes off, means boring, nth to do. But glad that der is awesome songs played by the Deejae Club. The people even danced!

The ice creams were FOC and i ate 2 cones of it. Hahaha!!!Alot of people came and make the booth more merrier and noisy! c: Thiam Man scared me twice. Thks ah, you idiot! Saini, Terance and Alvin's clique came over too! Kill my boredom ogay! c: When everyone left, we took some pics! c:


Ms Ema was der and she was shock to see me der and thks Goh for telling her im a good student. *shy* Daddy Faris was der too and he tried to turn my booth upside dwn! Naughty! c: Edmund was der too and he said, so many ppl join ur one ah! Hahahaha!

At arnd 4plus, we pack up and left Macpherson. Train back home alone and that's all! c:

Sch was cool. Joan, Dajie started her craziness since Mandy was not arnd. She started to ask: Which sec sch u come frm ah? Had a gr8 laugh. Well, lesson started alr for Marketing only. Reach sch at 10am and its a relieve teacher, so we were just talking cock and using computers. My nose were so itchy for the whole day and its annoying. Pineapple + Mango juice make my throat so shiok. The weather can kill people as well as the classrooms. Got the CCA roadshow stuffs from Goh aft sch and headed to get other things at J8. Need to do the front page for Metta Scrap Book ltr for tmr. =l Friday need not go CCA bcos need to go for 2nd round of interview for the Shanghai trip. F1 is coming soon. Community Service at Indonesia will clash w F1. So which one to choose to go? =l The weather aint doing everyone good.

In our lives, there will be some moments we share with someone that can change it all in an instant, be it the things they do or say. In that passing of a moment, maybe we'll have the veil lifted from our eyes to see things in a totally different light, and maybe we'll fall in love even more that we did before with anyone else. And nothing will ever seem the same anymore.

I wonder where they are going. It worries me to see you in such a state of stress, and so I'd like to say, take a deep breath and pause for a few minutes. Use these few minutes to take a short walk, to eat something you like, to think about nice things, to look at pretty objects, and to do anything at all that will make you happy, my friend. 

Dear Mommy, Daddy, Sisters, BFF, Buddy, Awin&sygs, Kuehs and BestFriends, I'd like to let you know that you make up the colours in my life, and I'd hope to have painted yours a little brighter too.

Its sweet when someone knows every single detail about you. Not because you constantly remind them, but because they pay attention. 

You could get on my motorbike and we could drive to a lake. We could talk about what it means to be you, what it means to be me, what it means to love and what it means to be us. And in 20 years' time, we could look back on this day and know that we meant what we said. 

People aren't sand. No matter how many you have around you and no matter how they feel about you. You still have to love them one at a time. 

12April
Today was a bad day to start my Year2. Totally sucks. Lesson was cancelled when whole class reach sch and i don't have enough sleep at all. Blame myself lah, watch Ju On somemore lah. Idiot! Lol. Went to have Subway w Kueh Kueh Yi Jia and headed back home and sleep till 5. Same as scan, Esther. We both same same all. Haha! c


Damn happyyyyy! WHEEEEEEPIIIIIEEE!!! :DDD Actually when i got into the sistic website, the $148 alr became purple colour. Which means = Single seats left. Then i told buddy and buddy says try to find seats which is im either sitting above or below her. If don't have then she don't want it anymore. I was damn sad when it shows purple colour. But when i reserve one ticks alr and go back to the page and wanting to reserve another one, the $148 became black colour!!! :DDDD Black = Seats available. Damn happy ttm and quickly click on it alr. :D Used mummy's credit card and will return her the money tmr. :DDD

So now.................... I got the ticks alr!!!!! I FINALLY GOT THE TICKS!!! YAY YAYYYY!!!!!! :DDD Damn super ultra duper happy!!!!! Hehehehe!!! Butt says i always excited one. hehe! Im rlly v excited and i cant wait for the day to come!!!! Once again, hope it will be a double happiness or even triple happiness! :DDDDD 22nd May!! Show Luo, IM COMINGGGGG!!! WHEEEEE HUUUUUUUUU~!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Im meeting butt for bfast at BPP. Wheeeee~~~~!!!! Happy happyy! Again, im a happy girl now!!! :DDD <3

11April


On the 11april, kuehs metup and we celebrated Joan, Dajie and Yuqin, Sanjie advance and belated birthday. Metup w Esther and Mandy at PS, got a cake for em. Walk to Grand Cathay, thought of watching Rec2, but in the end Dajie watched alr. So we walked to Cine to buy ticks for Ju On instead as Grand Cathay don't have Ju On. Got the ticks alr then we waited for the 2girls to come and we headed upstairs. Will not elaborate much, just let the photos do the talking. Long post.

Went to work at suntec w Best Friend. When i reach there, my reaction was......... don't know how to say. We are paid to stand. How good? Did nothing, just gossip and chit chat. The electronics stuffs are real cheap, but i don't knw if it worth that amt of money not. But to me, the 42inch flat screen TV rlly, worth it. They provide food and therefore i need not use money tdy! WOO!~ Afterall, work was well done and nice~! c:

Tmr meeting kuehs for movie. Update tmr beh. Needa sleep now, v tired. Good te bye!
Ytd had a gr8 laugh w many people on msn conver. I LIKE! :D

Tdy day was simple. Woke up v early, no more waking up in the afternoon alr. I don't knw why either. Went to Bangkit to get contacts and its soooo cheap then other places. Heh heh~! Then get my 2jeans altered. Thought i cld collect it aft a few hrs, but aunty says tmr then can collect. Ahlaa~! If not, work always wear the black colour one. Wash until going to become grey/white alr! Tskkk! Bus home aft that, use com and watch tv. It was raining then i headed for a nap. Haha~! That ends my day! Tmr gna wake up early for work. Hope it'll be fun! c:

Good te bye!

I whispered it as you came into view. I felt it when you sat beside me. I thought of saying it as we said goodbye and I screamed it after you walked away. And I guess I've got to be okay with it.
There was a place where there were many windows of different colours. Some of them gave you joy, some of them got you excited, and some of them frightened you. Of all the windows, some were open, some were closed, and people popped their heads in some and said hello. Some stayed a second, some stayed longer, some told you things you never forgot and very often your memories of these people would stay forever. Some came at moments when you were not looking and you missed them forever. You asked some to stay, but they couldn't and you missed them forever too. Some asked to stay, but you felt they couldn't, and they missed you forever, though a part of you stayed in their place forever too. And then one would come by your window. And the both of you would put your heads through each other's windows to be together forever. And now you might ask, what was that place?
There are so many things about you kept in my heart that are hidden and unspoken. The most meaningful words that tell the stories about the most beautiful things are often the hardest to say. If you must know, at the end of it all I'll take the plunge. And the rest will be up to you.
That's what you are. The sun shining through the ash coloured clouds after every storm. The rain and the clouds were just a distraction. And you were there all along, lighting up the lives of everyone who had the luck to meet you.
Love, it doesn't wait for your turn to board, doesn't let you pick which boat you'll get to live your life on and doesn't let you take the steering wheel to where you want to go because it knows when's right for you, who's right for you and where's right for you. Sometimes boats sink, but remember that we don't always have to drown because a rescuer may well be on the way. If love comes to you, treasure it, if it doesn't, anticipate it. Whilst waiting for it, give it. Just never lose sight of it.
If you are the train, I want to be the rail that you run on, the conductor that makes you exclusive, the engine that keeps you going, the stations that you pull into after a long hard day's journey. But you are not the train, and I am just me.

7April
My keyboard died on this day and i cldn't on my com. Hw sad is that mans! Anw, yesterday meetup w Scan at CCK and got a small cake for Yuqin. As she is unable to meet us on her bday, we decided to give her a advance celebration by me and scan only as my two other wonder girls is still at LAOS and i doubt my best friends got the time anw. We were struggling outside her house to take photos all these, when we alr rdy to walk to her hse corridoor, suddenly the bro came out!! We both shocked and stopped walking. LOL! Her brother, clever!!! Her brother saw us and he told yuqin he nvr see anybody and he show us one action: He put his fingers to his lips. NICE ONE! V 'pei he'!! :D When the brother went in, we then stand outside her hse and she: AHHHHHH.......! Hahahaa! Then i pop out frm behind w the cake lah. :D Not that surprise but at least she's surprised it was me and scan. Hehe! Bcos she tot was other people. So.... Happy 19th Birthday in advance, Yuqin! :D I asked her bro: Are you disappointed that it was we who came and not the other girl? Hahahahahahahahha!


We head off to City hall to get presents. NUM to get yuqin present. At first she din knw its for her. Haha! Then no stock alr, so need to go town. Search for Joan, Dajie present first. Got it and we head off to town to get the NUM party tank. In the train, my conver w scan alr got hole liao. Yuqin alr suspected alr. Aiya!! Tskkk! Then she keep laughing. When we reach NUM, i pay for it and she asked: Why priscilla pay? Me: ooohh! Esther no money lah, still wna buy then ask me pay for her first. At NUM, i elbow one guy. OOPSY! His reaction damn funny. I not purposely one lah, i zip my bag ma! Hahaha!



We were sooooo hungry and headed to eat sakae at ParkMall!! YAYYY!!


Aft sakae, we went to get my keyboard. Now my com can use alr! Hahaha!! :D Had a gr8 day w scan and yuqin. Laugh all our ass off tgt. :D Nice day spent!